August 2012
Me on the first day of school: this year is going to be different! I'm going to get good grades, make a lot of friends, do good in my sport, eat healthy. and be nice to everyone!
Second day of school: I hate all of you I'm going to bed
classmate: why do you watch anime?
me: why do you breathe?
Teacher: So what did you do this summer?
Me: Gained followers.
Me: decided to sleep at 10 for school.
Brain: siiike Bitch wake up it's 4.
Alarm: 3 more hours.
Tumblr: Get on me.
Stomach: EAT SOMETHING.
Mom: ...are you actually crying.
Me: YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND
Mom: What's wrong?
My mind: I used to do so well in school but I'm not anymore.
My mind: The people I call friends, aren't my actual friends.
My mind: I'm constantly feeling alone.
My mind: I'm starting to look at myself different.
My mind: Nothing feels the same anymore.
My mind: I feel like I'm going to fail at anything I try to do.
My mind: I haven't been eating that much and I'm hungry all the time.
My mind: I feel like no one cares about me.
My mind: I just wanna sleep all day and never wake up.
Me: Oh nothing I'm fine.
